So 3 weeks after surgery and I’m doing well. Recovering. I still have pain on the side that my thyroid was removed, while swallowing. A deep pain, but I don’t think it’s an unusual result of thyroid surgery. I will talk to my ENT about it when I see him next Monday. Unless it’s gone.
I still have some minor stiffness and my lymph nodes hurt around it. But again, all normal stuff.
The scar is healing really well. And I feel really positive about my follow up appointment. I don’t want to be thy girl saying its not going to be cancer and blindsighted, but I feel a good 80% certain it’s benign. Even 90% some days. I just had a feeling of, we’re good. No big deal. I mean statistics were always on my side anyway. So, I’m going in on Monday with my head held high (ish. As my neck is a bit stiff) and positivity.
Tomorrow, is Halloween. My 5 year old is a witch. He has a lovely dress and hat and my 3 year old is Dracula. She has a dress and wings. I’ve been promised extra hours at work so I’ve been working extra hard. And my son has really got into painting. I painted another rock, getting to get ready for Christmas.
But I’m busy and I like it that way. Although I did enjoy… No not enjoy but maybe appreciate the time spent doing nothing after surgery. I’ve not been truly idle in a long time. I’ve always been the responsible one. Always something that needed doing. For a few days I was able to let go off it all. It was weirdly therapeutic.
The clocks went back and messed up my children’s happy sleeping routine. And now the small one is back to a very grumpy self we haven’t seen in a while. And I’m not pleased. It’s exhausting.
I might try to take them for a walk tomorrow. If I think I’ll manage. The weather can be rough at the moment and I get cold urticaria of the wind chill is awful.